"The more shared past there is in a relationship, the more present you need to be. Otherwise you will be forced to relive the past again and again. Eckhart Tolle" I was just thinking about that little blip of an event at Johnnie's birthday last Sunday where Lisa was bugging so much about how to do the pinata rope that I just simply gave it to her to do herself. Control stuff. Old stuff. Came up again today when Lisa called re: picking up Johnnie. She had to bug about our joint account running out of money. How does financial stuff between us continue to be a lighted dynamite stick. One or both of us usually tend to go off. I can never understand how her mind solves problems. The solution was simple. Put money in the account. Lisa tends to dwell on the when and the how much and the minutae of all that and it still drives me nuts. But really I knew there was more to it and it had more to do with me because I was able to remind myself that everyone is ME pushed out. And I'm doing the pushing. I reminded myself that everything is the Law of Attraction at work. Upon further reflection, I became aware that that financial "discussion" <I decline to say argument> that Lisa and I had this evening was merely the Universe trying to tell me there are parts of me I need to clear in order to experience the abundance that I seek. After all, how can I attract millions if I am focused on losing a few hundred dollars. I took a walk and realized that I had negative energy towards finances, even if it is just within the context of dealing with Lisa. I realized that she will never feel wealthy enough where her mindset is. And neither will I if I don't clear these negative thoughtforms. And therein lies the work isn't it? Work to do...
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