First Tuesday in February Musings

Today's A.Ha   How come if I keep discovering that I have already been exposed to information and resources from almost 30 years ago, why was I not able to follow through? 
Answer: I didn't work enough on the underlying programming to move the needle a different direction. Those programs are what keeps us stuck. You see the Universe keeps giving us lessons... opportunities to move forward from these programs so we can have our desires. It is up to us to learn these lessons. And when we don't learn them, they get harder. How drastic and difficult the lessons we learn in this life are is entirely dependent on our response time to these lessons that the Universe/Higher Self is offering. The more we continue to resist the lessons Life is bringing to us, the more they will continue to appear in our Field. And every time a lesson reappears in our Field, it has a little more magnitude than the previous time. 
My Lesson: What I did NOT learn back in the day was how to manage money. And now that i have some I STILL have to learn how to manage it so it can grow much faster than I've done in the past decade. And I must learn this now. Learn to transmute fear of failure and scarcity and lack thoughtforms into abundance and expansion and having more than enough.
Progress: Today once and for all I went to the pennystocks training subreddit /r/pennystockstraining and compiled the strategy in one place. That was the first step in learning. Taking notes. Next step is doing and first hand trying the steps. But I also need to do set up work also. Get a broker to start doing the strategies and again, learn first hand.

Johnnie and I watched Frozen 2 tonight. Again. This after picking him up from school and he was so excited to be going home and doing Tuesday night routine. The first thing he asked was if we were making cookies tonight. Of course we would! And there would be other stuff too. That, of course, would be me making his chicken noodle soup aka penne pasta in chicken broth. And me putting Italian sausage on the barbecue for me. He wolfed down the pasta and then waited for the Italian sausage. And then wolfed that down too. And then I ate my share with some regular spaghetti. Johnnie ate some of the spaghetti from my plate too. And then we settled in and watched the Frozen 2 movie. There couldn't have been a better M&M moment like this. Just look at him in the pic transfixed on that song "All Is Found". I'm starting to really like the movie now. And then I remembered the Aaron Abke video on the lessons from the original Frozen movie. He likes using movies to illustrate lessons in spiritual growth. In the original movie, Elsa had all these powers but because she thought she had hurt her sister she starts to suppress them and when the more she suppresses them, the stronger they got. It's a metaphor to the dark side in all of us. The truth was of course that they weren't the dark side, they were powers, and they weren't negative. She just needed to learn how to use them. And to learn how they work. And she needed the power of love instead of fear to come to terms with what she thought was her dark side. And then of course there was this part where she needed to let go of the past. Very eloquently articulated in the video was how all of that relates to each and every one of us. So today it would seem that I had multiple lessons. The next step is to make sure the lessons stick. And so I thoroughly enjoyed routine Tuesday. I started of course with getting Johnnie ready for school and making him breakfast at home. And walking him to school. The best job I have is "DAD" obviously. Work was pretty uneventful today and even if I felt I didn't get anything important done, I was actually working on some stuff. That's the fun part of my job is trying and testing new things. A way to encrypt Gdrive. A new VPN. New technology I can utilize for my personal use obviously but might also benefit QueensCare. And then the shift at 4:30 from job mode to Johnnie mode. I even got my 11,000 steps done by 8 PM tonight I was so ahead during the day. And Johnnie and I got to do math lessons too. Subtraction was the lesson of the day. It felt great to realize he had gotten it and that he had gotten the answers right. And to top it all off, the Lakers won again with a monster performance from LeBron James. All in all it turned out to be a pretty good day.