"Social Isolation" Day 1

It was supposed to rain most of the day today. It would make it easy to stay in and have one of my usual LEARNING SATURDAYS which is what I do when I don't have Johnnie on a Saturday, especially since the Bengston Research event just got cancelled. It's like it was there then it wasn't. I couldn't think of a better way to learn healing especially in the now era of coronavirus, but then again the social consciousness of lack and limitation was evident and in full manifestation with the half empty store shelves in all grocery stores these days. No matter. I can still reset and recharge and learn it on my own. And wouldn't you know that I get on the internet first thing and was able to download William Bengston's book for which the event was based from anyway. I can still learn it. And of course whenever I get an opening like that [downloading a book], it's like coming upon a YouTube video I was steered into watching. There never is just one. There's more. And others related to that. And even others related to stuff I was already thinking about. It's like a channel opens and there are lots of things on that channel.  So not only did I download Bill Bengston's book, there was also another couple of books that caught my attention. One from Richard Dotts who co-authored a book with Dr Joe Dispenza. And one from Melody Fletcher who has a way and style of delivering the same content that I've reading over and over now for the last year but in a more direct manner that I resonate with. I posted her video on the 4 Core Beliefs we need to overcome. And so I basically flowed into my CHILL Saturday no different than really any other CHILL Saturday. I went out to get breakfast at McDonald's since I want to save the eggs that I was able to procure yesterday - with great effort I might add -  for Johnnie's breakfasts next week. It was surreal walking into a pretty empty McDonald's right down the block which is always usually full at this time in the morning. I look across the street at the Ralphs's parking lot and THAT is full and it is usually empty at this time of the morning on a weekend. It's 9 AM after all. I guess people are still in hoarding mode. I realize that it is during this time that I have to take particular care about my own state and my own awareness and make sure I do not get sucked into that negative thinking and negative thoughtforms. It is more important than ever to anchor myself to the things I am trying to learn today. And so I cruised through a lot of material this morning, making notes, listening to videos, reading some of the books. And when I needed a break I continued watching Iron Fist from last night. Yes I stayed up late, but I also got up late this morning and I got 5 hours of sleep after all. And I know there is a nap in my near term future too LOL. That nap came after lunch and lasted an entire hour. I didn't go out for lunch. There was so much more food than normal now in my fridge I had to eat some. Tuna sandwich on Hawaiian bread today. People can hoard all they want but food goes bad if you do not consume them. By the time I got up from my nap it was almost 4 PM! And I was just at 2000 steps. So guess what I got to do for the next hour or so?! I walked around my neighborhood until I got to 7000 steps as sort of the first level. And then finished off 11,000 after it got dark. It wasn't exactly a nice day out today. In fact it was raining on and off all day long. Made golf Sunday tomorrow questionable. We will have to play it by ear.  So today turned out to be a pretty quiet Saturday. And after a very busy and hectic and anxious week, a much needed quiet. We all hit the RESET button. And now we're re-booting...